Sudden Awakening - Unconscious Moment

* Meditations over the Atlantic Ocean*

After a brief lapse of unconsciousness,
where past and present merged to become one
in a moment, sudden thoughts and feelings
rushed into an inexplicable behavior...

Letting go and remembering,
that nothing is permanent,
finally gives me the stillness...


When thoughts, like clouds, invade the ocean of wisdom...
while letting go, the clouds slowly dissipate and that ocean emerges...

In stillness, no thoughts, no emotions, just awareness...
yes... that was you... as tall as detached and distant,
that was me... as short as unconscious and misbehaved...

Your scent follows me around, it sticks to my awareness...
that awareness is urging me to let it go, I don't want to though...
but I have to...

Once again, nothing is permanent...

Still, you are always present, no distance, no thought,
right here, right now, as a part of me,
as part of this vast and infinite universe...
where all beings are one...

For a brief unconscious moment, we became one.

Infinite possibilities...
until we find each other around.

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